It's amazing to see this.
He's actually done some good things. I don't remember when, but before all this stuff happened(I think they replayed some of it on ESPN), he went back to his school many times and mentored kids. Yeah I know, I know, why would you listen to Pacman? But he was actually giving some good tips. I think I remember him saying something like "I knew many people who were 10X better than me, but they didn't make it because they didn't have the grades." He's also donated money many times. Off the top of my head, I remember him donating to a police and fire departmen so they can get better uniforms. He also donated money to the 100 club(group that supports firefighters' families or something like that). Remember, this is off the top of my head. I'm pretty sure he did something else but I just can't remember.
But after all this, I still can't BELIEVE why he'd do these terrible things. This Pacman guy is a mystery. His actions are absolutely inexcusable. Forget about the drugs and all that, you don't put your hands on a woman. You just don't, period. But when you see him doing this good things, it just kind makes me think "What's with this guy?"