Everyone's had a moment (or 20) like this.
If you haven't, you will.
Just about everyone on these boards is devoted to the craft, to writing good stories, to finding that one small detail that makes your work stand out.
Problem is, there are an increasingly number of factors that make that process incredibly difficult and frustrating. Deadlines, declining readership, arrogant athletes, shorter stories, blogs, bitchy parents, low pay, layoffs, condescening coaches, idiot PR folks.
You can feel it while waiting 30 minutes on deadline for the football coach to finish his team meeting. You can feel it while waiting for the big-league pitcher to return to his locker, like he promised, only to see him hanging out in the training room, doing nothing. Or when the college SID makes you interview the quarterback in his office, with an assistant sitting right beside you.
Every reporter has obstacles. They make us work harder, and the payoff -- when we do get that magic detail, that key quote, etc -- is even greater. But those moments are practically endangered in this business, no matter how hard we work. At the pro level, athletes and organizations realize they no longer need the media. Many have gone to producing their own news on their personal Web sites (that's going to get worse.) And after all that, you come into work and there's an old man berating you because you forgot a comma in the third graf of this morning's story.
Yes, it's the greatest job in the world. But at times, it gets old.
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