BYH
Active Member
Sorry for the double post, but I'm wondering if anyone else is feeling more blue and fuzzy today than last year or the year before. I don't think it's just me. I had to be out early today and I was listening to one of the NYC radio stations, which was devoting almost the entire morning show to talking about 9/11. The DJ said this year was more difficult than the last couple.
I can't really explain it, except to think that maybe this is something we're still processing. I was thinking today that I didn't really comprehend it as it happened...maybe I was in some sort of shock and I was focusing all my efforts on getting thru each day. I remember my wife crying at church the Sunday after the attacks and me wondering why I wasn't crying. I was shocked and saddened and furious and I couldn't sleep at night and I woke up with a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach for months afterward, but there were no tears.
Or maybe I'm surprised by how fresh and raw it still feels seven years later...and mad when people don't understand why we still feel so vulnerable at this time of year. Or maybe it's sadness and anger as we near the end of the Bush Error and so many of us feel as if 2,998 people died in vain.
And for my money, the greatest live performance...ever. Anywhere.
Check out the exact time the last note is played. Can't be a coincidence.
I can't really explain it, except to think that maybe this is something we're still processing. I was thinking today that I didn't really comprehend it as it happened...maybe I was in some sort of shock and I was focusing all my efforts on getting thru each day. I remember my wife crying at church the Sunday after the attacks and me wondering why I wasn't crying. I was shocked and saddened and furious and I couldn't sleep at night and I woke up with a sick feeling in the pit of my stomach for months afterward, but there were no tears.
Or maybe I'm surprised by how fresh and raw it still feels seven years later...and mad when people don't understand why we still feel so vulnerable at this time of year. Or maybe it's sadness and anger as we near the end of the Bush Error and so many of us feel as if 2,998 people died in vain.
And for my money, the greatest live performance...ever. Anywhere.
Check out the exact time the last note is played. Can't be a coincidence.