When I was 20, I was covering short-track auto racing for the summer ... and had to interview a driver who had intentionally rammed another driver into the wall ... except Driver B was killed after Driver A slammed him into the concrete barrier.
Wasn't confirmed dead 'til after he was airlifted from the track, but everyone knew. Everyone also knew it was intentional because Driver B had spun out Driver A earlier in the race, and he had been gunning for him ever since he got back on the track.
Boy, that wasn't the easiest interview, especially in the heat of the moment. Got surrounded by 8 of his crew members/posse in the infield when I was trying to talk to the other driver. They slapped my recorder out of my hand, threatened to sue me, threatened to assault me, almost did assault me ... THAT was an experience for this cub reporter, that's for sure.
Can't imagine the emotions that guy lives with now, though. He's got it a lot worse than I do.