Tom Petty said:
i ask both BBAM and Bird a simple question: why do neither of you think you'll "go back?"
An excellent and fair question, TP, and one answered by simple pragmatism.
Five years ago, I lost my job at a Tribune paper under a more bull**** situation than that experienced by Steve Elling in Orlando. After 10 months of sending out more than 100 resumes to papers all over kingdom come -- including those beneath my experience and talent level -- and getting only two nibbles (for columnist jobs in Colorado Springs and South Bend), I realized the business wanted no part of 37-year-olds with 17 years experience.
It was painful, to say the least. Very painful at times, especially when I'd see people with inferior abilities cruising along at mid-sized or metro dailies -- the same papers that except for a couple of near-misses as a finalist for open jobs -- I couldn't reach.
I was fortunate enough to segue into PR, where I discovered not only a better life and fatter paycheck, but a wealth of opportunties that seem to mushroom with every day's experience. A buddy of mine is on the board of the local PRSA chapter and sends me job leads just for grins and giggles.
On it's worst day, that job board would put the APSE board on its best day to shame.
Not only have I come to grips with it, TP, but I get random offers to freelance prep games. I turn down far more than I accept. I can count on one hand the amount of fall Friday nights I had off in 17 years and I've rather become fond of the concept. Plus, that part of my life -- while a lot of fun -- is over. The only freelancing I really want to do is the stuff I do for golf magazines.
Does that answer the question?