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Am I the only one who feels this way?

I have this high opinion of myself as a writer, but then when I sit down to actually write, I hate everything that comes out.
 
I do, but then I hate pretty much everything I do in every aspect of life, so I'm probably not your go-to on this one.
 
buckweaver said:
Clever username said:
Am I the only one who feels this way?

I have this high opinion of myself as a writer, but then when I sit down to actually write, I hate everything that comes out.

Find something small to build on. Beating yourself up won't do you much good.

Well, I'm probably overreacting. I just feel like I'm capable of so much more, but rarely do anything that I feel like I haven't written or read before. Every once in a while I'll turn a phrase that'll make me smile and renew my faith.
 
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Clever username said:
FirstDownPirates said:
Maybe you should try selling shoes.

Women's shoes? In a mall?

Only if you've thrown four touchdowns in one game for Polk High. Otherwise, you'll just suck at that job too.
 
Cmon you mean RAN for four touchdowns. Bundy was the successor to Gayle Sayers and the predecessor to Walter Payton.
 
Clever username said:
buckweaver said:
Clever username said:
Am I the only one who feels this way?

I have this high opinion of myself as a writer, but then when I sit down to actually write, I hate everything that comes out.

Find something small to build on. Beating yourself up won't do you much good.

Well, I'm probably overreacting. I just feel like I'm capable of so much more, but rarely do anything that I feel like I haven't written or read before. Every once in a while I'll turn a phrase that'll make me smile and renew my faith.

It's good to be your own worst critic. But if your boss agrees with you ...
 
If it's any consolation, I'm not a big fan of everything I write, either.

I always figure I could have done something better, be it a turn of phrase or a different word here or there.

I've been in press boxes where I've actually seen people looking at their computers, laughing at their own stuff and saying, "Damn, I'm good."
 
awriter said:
Clever username said:
buckweaver said:
Clever username said:
Am I the only one who feels this way?

I have this high opinion of myself as a writer, but then when I sit down to actually write, I hate everything that comes out.

Find something small to build on. Beating yourself up won't do you much good.

Well, I'm probably overreacting. I just feel like I'm capable of so much more, but rarely do anything that I feel like I haven't written or read before. Every once in a while I'll turn a phrase that'll make me smile and renew my faith.

It's good to be your own worst critic. But if your boss agrees with you ...

If only you could see what the boss writes. Cheer up CU, there's always tomorrow.
 
I usually like what I write at the time, but when I go back to read it later, I hate it. So I try not to read my past work, unless I need to for research purposes. Saves me a lot of self-flagellation.
 
Running Bear said:
If it's any consolation, I'm not a big fan of everything I write, either.

I always figure I could have done something better, be it a turn of phrase or a different word here or there.

I've been in press boxes where I've actually seen people looking at their computers, laughing at their own stuff and saying, "Damn, I'm good."

I think it is probably healthy as a writer to do both.
You don't want to think all of your writing is hot stuff because then you will never improve, but you also can't think it is all bad because that will destroy your confidence as a writer.
 
You're definitely not alone. Most of the time I'm happy with what I write at the time (like Babs) but I'm not so impressed when I go back and read it. But if you just troll other papers the same size as yours and read some of the garbage that passes for journalism, you won't think so poorly of yourself (unless you're one of the guys I'm talking about).
 
I can't tell you how many times I have said after sending in a story, "This is the biggest piece of horse**** I've ever written," only to realize later that it was fine.
 
Clever username said:
Am I the only one who feels this way?

No, I agree. Everything you write is terrible.

You know I'm kidding, Clever. Just busting your balls a little.
 
I keep getting told, after saying, "It's in. It sucks, but it's in ..." that I'm my own worst critic.

I prefer it that way. Keeps me motivated.
 
awriter said:
Clever username said:
buckweaver said:
Clever username said:
Am I the only one who feels this way?

I have this high opinion of myself as a writer, but then when I sit down to actually write, I hate everything that comes out.

Find something small to build on. Beating yourself up won't do you much good.

Well, I'm probably overreacting. I just feel like I'm capable of so much more, but rarely do anything that I feel like I haven't written or read before. Every once in a while I'll turn a phrase that'll make me smile and renew my faith.

It's good to be your own worst critic. But if your boss agrees with you ...

Well, I'm far better than my SE. That's not being conceited or anything. It just is what it is. But that's also a problem. I haven't had an editor work with me since college. Everything I do is on my own, so any growth or regression is by my own measure. Lately I've just felt like I've been spinning my wheels.

Edit: And writing things like, "spinning my wheels."
 
This has sort of already been said but I've noticed that when I really like something I'm writing it always reads like **** in paper ... and then there have been a lot of times I beat myself over the head for not coming up with something better and then see the same story a month or a year later and I consider it clip material ...

I think we get a little too clever, turning a phrase or whatnot, that it's easy to forget people just want clarity and thoughtfulness.
 
I actually think I suck. I'm not even sure why I'm still employed.

Maybe that's overdoing it, but sometimes I really do feel that way. But every now and then I'll get a complement from a co-worker or some random reader that makes me feel better.

It's actually a feeling I need to get over, and quick, because I'm afraid it's holding me back from things like actively seeking out a higher-paying job.

I do have moments where I feel like I do my job rather well, and those are coming more often these days. Maybe that's a good sign.
 
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